Sunday, 15 June 2014

Feelings and memories

when i look back,i surely halt there for quiet a long long time in nostalgia!.... morning sunshine and a lazy day sitting with arms and legs crossed looking at sky in joy and wonder!chirping of birds and what not...  sunset so bewildering it looked always and i found peace with myself in this ever enchanting nature... always been a nature lover,and so i love solitude and tranquility beyond words can explain.In a way it was starting point of being in love with nature and with myself,so much so that I became an introvert!!!

on a rainy day in my childhood,my mom used to make vo kagaz ki kashti and i and brother enjoyed see our paper boats sail...mom by our side invariably....imprints in my memories so strong ...i keep missing my mom very much,she is no more but her memories,her stories very vivid ad clear in my mind....kehtein hain na when we have someone we do not value or miss but when we do not have we terribly miss them and are obstinate like child to our fate...destiny...god.....lists never ends.

Father always taught me and i learned it too that"defeat is not in falling down,defeat is remaining there where we have fallen" and that is why i am strong and bold to withstand much of ups and downs in life,love.career,education,relationship family etc.

from my younger days can dare say even from childhood i love jotting down something of my own or some good thoughts , shayris i read or write.. here it is some sprinkle of such thots.

life is beautiful,remain beautiful to life.

you have what you have,you can have what you do not.
its a thin line of what you have and what you want to have!
....arz hai...
zindagi ki kitaab ke kuch panne palat diye mene
zindagi ki kitaab ke kuch panne palat diye mane
tab naa samaj thi ya ziddi thi,ziddi hoon
ab ahsaas bhi hai aur samaj bhi hai ke
vo kitaab ke pehle thode panne ki mehak kyu songhi hai aaj bhi
like a wave i am flowing at times with the flow at times against it
sea of life is silent and serene and sometimes it is roaring and daring
my life goes on...on...on...!